at 3.54am in NJ
at 3.54am in NJ
Sunday, January 17, 2016
Pain is that
Far away country
Where I can get in seconds
And then suffer
The jet lag of
For days for weeks
A lifetime
Who was i before?
Who am I now?
The fear of
Losing you
Ties me more
Makes me worse
My head is
Loosing, too
Torture
Feels like my norm
I feel disconnected
From you
From all
The more time passes
The worse it gets
The more self conscious I get
The worse it gets
It’s like medications+remedies
Fix one thing
Blow up three.
The supernova is
Following its
Right course
Superb
It expanded much
and now is
Folding
On to itself-
destructing
In silence
And in darkness
So far
That no one sees
So small
That no one cares
So silently
That no one knows
Those pink glasses, man, I don’t know.
I didn’t know :(